LoverI can fly through your space-black hair,Lover by =wildmonky
exploring the universe of you, a Woman
of divine structure and holy form.
Curving around your lips, a kiss so perfect,
it stops me cold and I'm unable to breathe
until your eyes bring me back from Ecstasy.
Goddess, You are my faith in being complete.
GorgeousInside her there's a galaxyGorgeous by =wildmonky
of endorphins and dopamine.
We glow, the sheen of us
so bright, it melts us together.
Next to her there's an ocean
of oxytocin and comfort.
so safe, we dream deep.
Away from her is a blizzard
of blinding snow and ice
so cold I forget how to breathe.
The PillowThat son of a bitch, SmellThe Pillow by =wildmonky
gets all the credit for memory.
Me, I just wish I could touch you.
Pray"Do anything special for the weekend?" I asked and he saidPray by =wildmonky
he watched prayers float up to him:
"Down through the atmosphere, they twinkle like stars."
I asked if there were any novas that caught his attention
and he said that everyone pretty much asks for the same stuff;
"it's how I made you all, you know."
On Living After A Broken Heart One of the most human things you can do is to continue to function with a broken heart. This is harder than it seems. The paradox is that being human is not always in human nature. Mostly you're going to want to cry and wallow within yourself. You want to try to find comfort in things that are not her, but everything you try, you did with her. Dinner, your favorite tv show, her favorite tv show, reading, looking at clouds and seeing what shapes your brain makes out of coalesced water vapor.On Living After A Broken Heart by =wildmonky
Everything you feel during this is part of being human. You don't realize it at the time, of course. Within
You'll Never KnowYou'll Never Know by =wildmonky
Inside my eyes, me in your head,
if you closed yours would I go away?
My light-image, fading, reversed
against the back of your eyes,
translating nerve pulses into a girl.
I am the color and depth of your world.
My words come from my lips, full of pink,
to end in the hairs of your ears; vibrating
my voice into feelings of feeling.
They bounce into sounds and memories
that fill you with mournful-longing.
I am your syntax and sense; your understanding.
You can feel my breath against your
heart, can't you? It's teasing, I know.
Tickling all that blood, flowing through
your arteries, my breath reaches the tips
of your toes and s
Beta LyraeBeta Lyrae by =wildmonky
You find yourself looking at the stars,
your eyes travelling for light years
back through time, before
God, dinosaurs and that girl you write about.
You name the stars you know:
Alpha Centauri, Tau Ceti, Polaris.
You rattle off in your head, Sirrius,
Procyon and Barnard's Star.
You look at all these points of light,
Antares, Betelgeuse, Vega,
not thinking about how you have no idea
where any of them are in the night sky.
Aldebaran and Regulus are nothing
but names of places you'll never see; like
God, dinosaurs and that girl you write about.
Heart Ache Longing EntropyWhat once was the worldHeart Ache Longing Entropy by =wildmonky
is now a city in Europe.
Her former glory is showcased
in museums. Her broken trash
is bathed in flash-bulbs; paid
attention to behind velvet rope.
Rome has fallen.
Cold FeetCold Feet by =wildmonky
Without you, my toes are cold. There is
never enough circulation to go around.
My blood just can't seem to find its way.
You are the reason I don't need a blanket
I've always written about you. Metaphorically,
you are my ability to write convincingly
real dialogue, my diction and parts of speech.
You are the reason I always repeat themes.
You are my grammar, my space and burning
brightly dying stars; my emotion. You are my
escape from cold toes and lonely thoughts,
and without you my circulation is lost.
Energy In Spikes And SurgesEnergy In Spikes And Surges by =wildmonky
I'm kinetic. Walking ten thousand miles
just to avoid being near you. Because
there's no reason for seeing hope
falsely reflected in a waving-smile.
So I'll get off here, thanks, and then
I'll look away whenever you pass me.
And I'll ignore these songs that play
in my head. About you and me and
our possible-anything that will remain
forever, falling into something less than
Because I have energy for both of us.
In my head, we can be hyphanated ideas.
Always-and-forever and a never-going-
to-be wrapped up in my needs and wants.
Walking ten thousand metaphorical miles
Something's Missing.Something's Missing by ~ladynyk
cold, crumpled sheets
empty, but for mem'ries;
scented phantoms of warmth embrace
this frozen vision of reality.
Cool logic drowns in hot droplets;
in the darkness,
S. Nycole Bridle 9/26/06
Beautiful DamageBeautiful Damage by ~KillMeHarder
Your beauty burns too
bright for me
all I want to do
is make it scabbed
and make it gritty
in a minuet of space
forget about you
forgetting my face
and your drugs have such a sour taste
I am plunging fast,
I am too high
My Pupils are too big
fucked off life
And I like it
and from the back
you become stationary
I want to beg
and be alone
I want to be seen
in deeper tones
I am like hurt
I am like maim
Torn and pilaged
we do the same
Yet you insist
we don't quite fit
Because I want black
and your too white
just someone to help me
get fucked off life
I want to consume dark dama
|Sometimes I shouldn't say words. -- Xander, BtVS|
*sound of cell phone taking a picture while inside bio lab dude's pocket* My pocket must be doing somethin' bad ass.
"I'm a lesbian selling vibrators in North Idaho; I am not the man!" --Kathy In response to telling a woman to stop smoking in front of Eclectica, who said the man was keeping her down.
"[I]t is better to be wrong than to be vague." -- Freeman Dyson
"A vague disclaimer is nobody's friend." -- Willow, BtVS
"Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence." -- Carl Sagan
"I wouldn't say carbon is promiscuous, I would just say it's very open minded. -- Some guy on Nova ScienceNOW
"He’s got a mean way of being happy." -- Swearengen, Deadwood
"I didn't like the guy who fisted me." -- Cori
"What worries me about religion is that it teaches people to be satisfied with not understanding." -- Richard Dawkins
"Under the under, I just wanted her." -- Willow, Goddesses and Monsters, Buffy Season Eight
"Science is interesting, and if you don't agree, you can fuck off!" -- Richard Dawkins
"If we can put a man on the Moon, why can't we put a man on the Moon?" -- Larry Niven
"What one man can do, another can do." -- Anthony Hopkins, The Edge
"Nothing in the world is the way it ought to be. - It's harsh, and cruel. - But that's why there's us. Champions. It doesn't matter where we come from, what we've done or suffered, or even if we make a difference. We live as though the world was what it should be, to show it what it can be." -- Angel, Deep Down